The Battle Of Dreams.part 42

I don't understand why our most beautiful cities still couldn't measure up with the worst ever slums in south Africa and what is wrong with black man?Our black writers once told us we have civilisation with the ancient Egypt driven by black Nubia and the pharaohs of a civilisation that lasted thirty centuries.However the vision of the night on my bed discredited the journey of this black historians in writing this organic mess which I once too subscribed too.I thought to my self if god exist like I wrote in one of my poem "is an atheist and atheism is the first science and best science."If that's the case everything works against black people and I could see the reason the white supremacists are bent on wiping out and extinct blacks in America going by the increasing ratio of shootings,black murders in both Streets, schools, institutions and workplaces.Yet they serve God their main enemy wholeheartedly to no avail.I could not blame the supremacists who says satan is black man Jesus a white man.This is not derogatory remarks but is sickening and intolerable.We mock the few good ones among us and we mock them till they die and contribute nothing to our existence.